Don't you think dreams are weird? It amazes me how your brain can concoct such random things yet make them seem so real. I don't know about anybody else, but I love to dream, I think it gives us all a bit of relief from the day to day grindings of life. I like to think of them as our own personal movie. Obviously there are those dreams which you wish you'd never seen and then there's those that you want to watch over and over again.

I had a particularly intriguing dream last night and I've been thinking about it all day, noteably because it featured nobody I knew. I was also in a place that I didn't know too, yet it felt familiar and I felt safe there. However, it wasn't those factors that stood out, it was the fact that I was watching fireworks with a man called "Blane" and this is what has got me totally perplexed. I don't know anyone by the name of Blane and more importantly it is such an odd name! I really have no clue where "Blane" has come from. Another factor is that I was "going out" with him, we weren't boyfriend and girlfriend but I remember feeling that we were going to get to that stage, I also remember knowing that I felt completely myself and comfortable around him and I knew that I was going to spend the rest of my life with him. We also didn't speak, but just smiled at each other and hugged as we watched the fireworks light up the sky. I remember "Blane" being about my age, around 6ft tall and having dark hair, eyes and stubble. He doesn't remind me of anyone I know, certainly not whilst I was dreaming anyway, all I know is that I found him incredibly schmexy and believing him to be the most handsome man I had ever laid my eyes on! I was actually quite gutted when I woke this morning to find him not in my bed next to me...

I'd love to know what it all means, and if anyone called "Blane" is reading this then get in touch because you are quite literally the man of my dreams!

Carly xxx

P/S Seeing as the festive season is fast approaching I thought I would get into the spirit and jazz up my space. And I apologise if you don't like the "All I Want For Christmas" by Mariah Carey! I, however, think it to be a classic! xxx

 I went out last night and I had a wee bit too much to drink!!! (As Always!) I had a really really good time though so I'm not going to moan about the fact that I feel like shite because it was worth it! So, I'm on holiday for a week now (come round so fast) which I am so excited about, I could burst with excitement actually! And last night was the perfect way to kickstart it!!!

I went out with my friends from home whom I've not seen for ages (we're terrible at keeping in touch!) and as I said before we had a great time! Kristy and Dan came with us too which I was surprised at at first what with her being pregnant and all, unfortunately they went about half 11 because Kristy wasn't feeling too good. I think it may have finally hit her last night that she was going to have a baby! I say that because  Caz and I decided to be drinking partners last night and so did Bebb & Matt. Kristy says to me whilst we were in the Amber Rooms "but Carly I'm your drinking partner" and I had to say to her "Sorry sweety, but I'm not exactly gonna get drunk on Orange Juice am I?" (obviously that went down like a lead balloon!). So whilst we were all sat round get very merry on bottles of Smirnoff Black and pitchers of Long Island Ice Tea she was sipping on her OJuice looking miserable. I think Dan was feeling a bit left out bless him, because it was obvious he wanted to join in but knew they'd end up going home early and would have to drive back, instead of leaving the car intown and getting a taxi back later with us as intended. Anywho, off on a tangent as usual, where was I?! Oh yeah, so I think the final straw was when we were all in The Unicorn and the four of us were downing shots of Apple Sourz. We were having a fab time and I think it was then that it finally hit her that she wouldn't be able to do stuff like that anymore. In some respects its quite sad, but the evil part of me is kinda thinking "Ha, serves you right after the way you treated me the other week." Talk about Karma...

Anywho I think I ended up getting in about quarter to three this morning...I don't really remember! I do however meeting some guys that Matt works with and agreeing to get a lift home with one of them! Lol! I didn't though cuz we all ended getting Burgers and talking to a Taxi driver about how many people he's had having sex in the back of his taxi! Lol!!!

As you can probably guess, I am all hyped up for my holiday now! I'm going to MK tomorrow with Vickie where we plan on shopping til we're dropping, and then on Monday the motley crew will be reunited!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!! I can't wait, plus we're all going the seaside one day this week!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!! Tehehehe!!!

Anywho, I need some hangover foodage! Have a fab week everyone and expect a BIIIIG update from me next week telling you all about my holiday!!!

Carly xxxx

P/S My good friend in Aussieland: Sorry I haven't replied to your email! I keep meaning too, but then I forget!!! Ah duh!!! I shall send you one when I get back off hols! Hope you're okay! :)

PP/S Here a couple of piccies from last night, I took them on my phone and worked out how to upload them on to the net!!! Tehehe! Clever Carly!!! When I have more time I'm gonna upload all my piccies that I have on there!!!

Matt & Me               Cazaliney           Kristy & Charlotte